Chi Junyan had just been handled fiercely. His mental tendrils lay collapsed throughout his mental world, too limp to rise.
His sensory world was now blank. Unable to distinguish external information accurately, he could only whimper meaningless sounds.
Now that Shao Siyan had verified his background, he was less guarded against him. After finishing, he even held Chi Junyan tenderly for a while.
In the middle of winter, sleeping with someone soft and fragrant in his arms truly was comfortable.
After recovering somewhat, Chi Junyan shifted gently. “I want to wash.”
Shao Siyan had released inside him again.
Too lazy to move, Shao Siyan stroked his slightly long hair. “Someone can wash the sheets tomorrow.”
Extending a long arm, he took tissues from the bedside cabinet and tossed them over. “Here.” Then he closed his eyes.
He could endure physical discomfort, but he could not skip his medicine.
Besides the emergency contraceptive he had taken during mating heat, he had bought short-acting contraceptive pills.
The instructions required him to take them for twenty-one consecutive days.
Sensing his silent resistance, Shao Siyan opened his narrow eyes a fraction. “If you aren’t sleepy, do you want another round?”
However tired he was, Chi Junyan heard the displeasure. After considering, he explained, “I want water.”
Shao Siyan pressed several controls beside the bed. The robotic housekeeper activated in the corner and rolled over almost silently.
With his eyes closed, he said, “Take it yourself.”
Troublesome.
Left with no alternative, Chi Junyan struggled again. “President Shao.”
Thoroughly annoyed, Shao Siyan rolled over and pinned him, pushing his thigh against his chest. “Be quiet.”
But an arm caught him around the neck from behind.
The man’s palm was scorching. Applying only slight force, he dragged Chi Junyan back.
His fingers pressed the carotid artery, darkening Chi Junyan’s vision and filling it with stars.
Unable even to speak, he could only passively endure the man’s suddenly renewed vigor behind him.
When he turned his head to speak, three fingers entered his mouth and nearly made him retch.
“Mmph…”
Shao Siyan intended to punish him for disturbing his sleep. This time, he held nothing back and used ruthless force.
Chi Junyan’s body was already exhausted, but his mental tendrils seemed afflicted with Stockholm syndrome. Delighted by treatment bordering on punishment, they eagerly entangled Shao Siyan. The invisible tendrils darted in and out of his mind like unruly children released into an amusement park.
His body felt humiliated, yet his mind was satisfied and extraordinarily excited.
With his mouth blocked, he could make no sound. His vision remained empty. By the time Shao Siyan finished, his gaze had lost focus, and he was too tired to lift a finger.
Only after daylight, when Shao Siyan rose early as usual, did Chi Junyan regain his freedom.
He first made up the missed dose, then sat at the bedside and searched: What happens if I miss one day of short-acting contraceptive pills?
Already washed and dressed, Shao Siyan received a surveillance alert on his phone. Adjusting his cuffs, he looked at it and found the situation absurd.
Learning that Chi Junyan’s fuss the previous night had been an attempt to take contraceptive medicine irritated him.
Playing this kind of game once or twice was erotic. What did Chi Junyan intend by treating contraceptive pills like meals?
Shao Siyan liked men, not androgynous freaks who were neither male nor female.
He emerged from the dressing room fully dressed.
Ordinary people were not allowed into his bedroom, and the cleaning staff could not rummage through his belongings.
Therefore, when Chi Junyan entered the bathroom, Shao Siyan personally searched the bedside cabinet, found the pills, and ordered the robotic housekeeper to throw them away.
For a grown man to take contraceptive medication indiscriminately would damage his health.
If Chi Junyan wanted to play a “pregnancy” game, Shao Siyan could indulge him slowly. But he could not be allowed to keep taking medicine recklessly.
What if it made him ill?
Shao Siyan had friends and relatives within the community and knew something about it. Men who feminized themselves with hormones without a doctor’s professional guidance were fortunate if illness was the only result.
Certain he had done nothing wrong, he did not tell Chi Junyan.
After they returned from work that evening, Shao Siyan showered and emerged to find Chi Junyan staring at the empty bedside drawer.
The bedside lamp cast warm yellow light over his sharply defined features, making them appear soft and beautiful.
Slightly long black hair fell over his slender white nape and part of his cheek. He looked both young and androgynously beautiful.
Shao Siyan’s heart stirred. Sitting beside him, he closed the drawer and teased, “What? Do you dislike the idea of bearing my child that much?”
Why pretend?
His acting was quite convincing this time, though.
Shao Siyan rubbed the back of his neck. He had discovered that whenever he massaged this spot, Chi Junyan became as obedient as a rabbit and allowed him anything.
“Mm,” he answered lazily. The freshly bathed rabbit looked sweet enough to bite.
But Chi Junyan found no sincerity in his words.
He could sense that Shao Siyan was thinking only about how he would handle him later, not seriously planning to create life with him and share a future.
He resisted slightly. “President Shao, don’t toy with me.”
Shao Siyan carelessly brushed aside the hair at his temple. His fingers slid from Chi Junyan’s cheek to his neck, then down to his collarbone. “Didn’t you start this game? All that talk about having a child.”
Apparently, Chi Junyan needed to explain clearly.
He caught Shao Siyan’s descending hand. “President Shao, there was a reason I behaved that way before.”
Shao Siyan’s smile suddenly widened, as though he were delighted. Anyone familiar with his illness, however, would have recognized it as a warning of impending fury.
“Oh? What reason? Tell me.”
“President Shao, you and I come from different worlds.”
Shao Siyan thought: Obviously.
Chi Junyan tried to explain in words he could understand. “People in my world are somewhat unusual. Sometimes, we need to bond. When that need comes, we cannot control our physical instincts. This was my fault. I apologize to you.”
Shao Siyan understood it as follows: When desire overtook him and he wanted a man, he found one.
People possessed animal instincts.
After all, humans were animals too.
But was Shao Siyan someone a middle-school graduate like Chi Junyan could summon and dismiss at will? However rare his beauty, Shao Siyan should decide when their relationship began and ended.
“So you mean you were actually unwilling?”
His gaze openly swept below Chi Junyan’s waist.
“Your reactions suggested otherwise.”
As if recalling something, he laughed softly.
“Besides, you may already be carrying my child. Perhaps more than one.”
They had gone without protection more than once.
Shao Siyan did not believe him at all.
He tried to continue, but Shao Siyan’s warm body already covered him. The man said impatiently, “Enough. You won’t become pregnant.”
Author’s Note:
Thank you to the little angels who cast premium tickets or poured nutrient solution for me between June 22, 2020, at 19:54:27 and June 23, 2020, at 16:17:31!
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