
Table of Contents
60 chapters
Introduction
Chapter One
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I confessed my feelings.
I gave him gifts.
I started writing love letters.
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I did a lot of things for him.
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I thought I might die.π Blue
I knew Shang Yu wouldnβt be happy when he woke up.π Blue
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I stared blankly and thought, Soβ¦ Shang Yu can be this cruel, too.π Blue
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I deserved it. I knew that.π Blue
I turned on the gas.π Blue
I still liked him so much. I was insane.π Blue
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I wasnβt even sad anymore.π Blue
I still liked him that much. There was no cure for me.π Blue
I closed my eyes.π Blue
Chapter Two: Shang Yuπ Blue
Chapter Three: Jiang Yuπ Blue
Chapter Four: That Personπ Blue
Chapter Five: Shi Wen (Part One)π Blue
Chapter Six: Shi Wen (Part Two)π Blue
Chapter Seven: Shi Wen (Part Three)π Blue
Chapter Eight: His Life (Finale, Part One)π Blue
I donβt regret it.π Blue
Chapter Nine: His Life (Finale, Part Two)π Blue
Chapter Ten: Extra β Scentπ Blue
Chapter Eleven: Extra β Ifπ Blue
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Chapter Twelve: Extra β A Letterπ Blue
I promise this is the last time Iβll disturb your life.π Blue
I should already be gone.π Blue
I suppose his existence was also there to satisfy my own selfish desire.π Blue
I really wanted to see you more often.π Blue
I mean really end up with.π Blue
I really would be better off not existing.π Blue
I immersed myself in the role far too completely.π Blue
I guess thatβll have to wait until my next life.π Blue
I know you probably donβt want to see me again.π Blue
I really do ramble too much.π Blue
I only have one tiny wish.π Blue
I hope someone will love me.π Blue
I would become the ordinary Alpha I used to be.π Blue
I rely on that tiny comfort just to barely fall asleep.π Blue
I canβt do it.π Blue
I let myself go.π Blue
I hope that, in the endβ¦π Blue
I hope the future you can stop exhausting yourself so much.π Blue
Chapter Thirteen: Printed Special β Scentπ Blue